Wednesday, 27 August 2008

mozilla firefox.

how sexy is the newest version of mozilla firefox?!

it looks so sleek and stylish. i love it!

mozilla firefox > your internet browser

(unless you use firefox too, of course xD)

Tuesday, 26 August 2008

new studio apartment.

i posted a blog a few days ago about how much i was going to be working over the bank holiday weekend. it was draining, and i'm super tired now, but thankfully today is tuesday, which means the weekend is over, and i have a bit of time to relax! ^_^

well, i literally only have "a bit" of time to relax, as i'm actually back at work again 5pm - 12midnight tonight.. but at least i've had all day off today so far :D

in other news... it is only 3-4 weeks now until i return to sheffield to go back to studying at university!

i'll be sad to leave all my friends here in durham, but i'm actually starting to look forward to the challenges this next year will bring.

and i'm also excited about moving into my new accomodation...

i don't know how well that image will show up in this blog, but basically, i have my own little self-contained studio apartment with a private kitchen / bedroom / ensuite! YAY!!!!!!

the rent is tres expensive though, so i'm going to have to get another part time job down in sheffield to go alongside my studies, in order for me to be able to afford it..

and i probably won't be able to afford to eat very often, if at all ... XD

but yes! exciting times ahead :D

Monday, 25 August 2008


as of today, i've officially been in a relationship for a week!
and i'm stupidly happy. i can't stop smiling :D

Friday, 22 August 2008

curiously cinnamon.

curiously cinnamon; possibly the tastiest breakfast cereal ever?!


I've just been enjoying a nice big bowl full :D

Now though, I must go for a shower... and then I think I'll make a fiveawesomeguys video before I have to go to work.

aces (y)

Thursday, 21 August 2008

wish list.

my birthday is less than a month away now ^_^


these are the top 3 things on my birthday "wish list" at the moment:




there's plenty of other things i'd love too, but these are top of my list at the moment...

oh, but i'd also love a macbook, so if anyone has a spare one lying around, feel free to send it to me for my birthday?!



Friday 6pm - 12 midnight
Saturday 12 noon - 12 midnight
Sunday 11.30am - 12 midnight
Monday 12 noon - 10pm

These are my shifts at work for the forthcoming weekend.

Basically, I'm working a freakin' huge amount of hours this weekend! I won't stop between 6pm on Friday, until 10pm on Monday.

When I'm not at work, I'll be sleeping or eating. I'll pretty much have no time for anything else :'(

At least I'm making lots of monies! xD

In other news.... It appears that I have totally lost my appetite recently. Today, all I have eaten is one bowl of cereal, and I haven't even felt hungry at all. It's weird, and it can't be healthy, but ahhh well. I hear you lose your appetite when you get pregnant.... Maybe I got pregnant?!


untitled II.

the last blog post was possibly a bit cryptic,
but i fancied posting an "artsy" blog for a change.

it was written about my social anxiety disorder,
and the panic attacks i have suffered from in the recent past.

it tells the story of how it feels when a panic attack occurs,
and how the medication helps calm you down,
but how the meds make you feel like you're someone else at the same time.

it's hard to explain.
but yes, that's what it was about.

Wednesday, 20 August 2008


it happens. there's no logic there. something sparks it off.
it closes in around you, suffocating your mind.
you fight it. you try to reason with it. but it doesn't listen.
your heart races. your hand trembles. it consumes your every thought.

it's like having a friend's shoulder to lay your head on,
a dark room in which to hide away,
a soothing lullabye.

it takes away the noise, it takes away the pain,
it takes away the thoughts, it makes me less insane.

but it's not me.

Tuesday, 19 August 2008


It was my sister's birthday on Friday last week and I bought this cool frog to give to her as a present, but unfortunately I got too attached to the frog and couldn't bare to give it away, so I ended up keeping him for myself...

How cute is he?!

I still got my sister Season 1 of Smallville on DVD like she wanted though, so I'm sure she wouldn't be too upset about not getting this super cool green dude as a new friend...



my bloggy blog.

I realised this past week that I really enjoy reading other people's blogs on the interwebz. It's a good way to keep up-to-date with what's going on in people's day-to-day lives, seeing as most people update their blogs more regularly than they do with their youtube videos... SO! I'm going to make an effort to get back into the habit of blogging, just incase there are any people still out there reading who might be interested in what's going on in my life :)

I'm feeling especially motivated to do this seeing as I seem to only make a video on le tubes once every 4-6 weeks at the moment :| I FAIL!

So hopefully by updating this blog more often, it will help me keep in touch with all the lovely internet peoples I have had the pleasure of getting to know ^_^